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power to the metal
10.28.07 (3:07 am)   [edit]

my first ever experience jamming power metal. with strangers too. it went pretty well! and i had no idea there were still cute boys around who were into my fave genre and who could actually play very well and even harmonise vocals a little. marc joel LJ. cute. i suppose 9yrs of playing did them good. wish i'd started young too. im too green at the genre to impress i guess, and the GT8 didn't agree with the shitty randall amp :(. the keyboardist was great too. so anyway since i didn't exactly blow them away, i duno if i'll actually see them again. but i'd love to. see how bah.

then it was all the way to sengkang, evie's place to crash before the NB real run. it's nice to have one's own place and cooper the hyperactive jack russell is so amusing. the run itself was ok too. quite an experience running on sand. i think i clocked 1hr exactly. considering that last week i did sub-55, im a little disappointed with my timing, though this was a tougher route. nvm, the ultimate aim is marathon completion. must keep motivation and training intensity up! gota start going for longer runs to prep the body.

and oh, i found myself thinking of you and it made me smile. i like that :)

 
not according to plan..
10.23.07 (5:54 am)   [edit]
3hrs of talking. i think today i just got sick of being rational. so maybe this will come back and bite me in future. but i'm not gona think about it now. coz maybe i do like you more than i'd realised. and maybe, just maybe, it would work out. and make this all worth it.
 
gap
10.13.07 (9:40 am)   [edit]
the difference in maturity level is gona take a toll. just ignoring the problem will not make it go away. except, what's there to do when you don't even know where to start? but it will be a real headache because we're just gona cramp each other's styles. maybe we should stick to being friends and leave it at that.
 
in hall 9 carpark..
10.11.07 (9:08 am)   [edit]
so we thrashed it out. i didn't mean to torture you with suspense but i am just unable to deal with anger on the spot. i think i practically turn autistic, can't even make eye contact. but it's not personal, i do that to everyone. i didn't mean to hurt your feelings. i really didn't. i had no idea how much you cared too. i'm sorry. now i don't know what to do. i am an awful person. :/
 
omfg
10.09.07 (6:00 am)   [edit]

how can one who's so nice in person be so arghh in a group? how do you teach him that saying too much is not about the absolute number of words, but knowing when to stop? not everyone can be the class clown. just how do you teach someone that?

too harsh? socially acceptable behaviour is important to me. it's just something fundamental, we shouldn't even be arguing over it.

maybe i'm asking too much. maybe it's better to not even try. what a timely reminder of why i hesitated in the first place.

 
answered prayer
10.02.07 (7:02 am)   [edit]

 

the microbrewery event was fun. i enjoyed myself more than i'd expected to, though the "live band" was a letdown. too used to cikgu standards. and...im comfortable with JX. is that all that matters? why am i still unsure?

i tried the tarot cards fats' psychic friend lent her. the card which i drew - Answered Prayer. "The Universe has heard your call for assistance. Your prayers will soon be answered. Expect a pleasant surprise within the next few weeks. Continue to trust and pray, for the Universe is listening and it always answers when called".

sounds good.

 




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